revelations

here are some revelations (things i have realized) today:
~i am fun
~i love low rise jeans
~gwen steffani has an awesome sense of style
~i am obsessed with rachel mc adams
~hugs can get you just as high as drugs
~girls will never be too old for sleepovers
~its quite fasinating how u knock me off my feet
~some seacrets were meant to be told
~life isnt about getting thru the storm, its about learning to dance in the rain
~id do anything just to hold you in my arms
~whats wrong? is a hard question to answer when the answer is everything.
~i like bad boys
~i want to sing like th birds
~i love you, you idiot

you know that feeling?

when in evry spare moment your mind wanders to them? you think about them right before you fall asleep and right when you wake up? when they r always the first name you look for on your buddy list and you read their away message a thousand times even tho it always says the same thing? when your worst fear is no longer being lonely, but fearing that u will be forgotten by the one person you cant forget? when you have found one person who makes your heart beat faster and slower at the same time? you know that feeling?

i hate that feeling.

The Chase

along time ago i won a book and a free ice cream cone from pastor wayne. needess to say, the ice cream cone has been long gone, but id never read the book. so im finaly fonna read it... as much as i would like to deny it..from bordom. it actually looks pretty good. ive read tha forward thingy so far and ive aready come across alot of good stuff. but i dunno if im gonna keep reading b/c it keeps recommending to readit with a friend so ucan like talk about it and stuff...hint hint! any volenteers?

dietary needs

well nothing much has happened.

nick is healing well... hes getting most of tha stitches out monday. i think thats pretty quick, then again, i guess i wouldnt really know...ive never had stitches.

i have come to the conclusion that while here i will probobaly gain ten thousand pounds. or at least 5. my dietary needs just are not being met. let me explain, at my house everything is low fat, non fat, soy, no sugar added, low carb, no carb, no sugar, whole grain, all natural, whole wheat, high fiber, or otherwise "good for you". so thats what im used to. im not used to eating maccaroni&cheese, chicken nuggets, hamburger helper, perogies, donuts, poptarts, and so on and so forth. thats all all they have to eat in this house! the only veggie i have seen is corn! corn! corn is not even a veggie! its a starch! ah! sigh, plus its not like im even getting excersise....video games is like all they do here. (on the plus side i am now an expert at donkey konga 2) o well i guess ill just have tolose it when we get back. anyone wanna be my new running buddy???

im here

thats right, i am here in reading PA. the car ride here was severly uneventful...but then again i was cmparing it to the awesome car ride i had last i was on my way to PA. (yea ms elanes car!) anywayz, so we finaly get here and we arent even here 5 mins when matt n my cousin nick rush out side to play baseball (their fav thing to do together). well nick was a lil excited, ok, ALOT excited because he like never sees matt and matt is like his idol. so he gets out there with his new metal bat and matt tosses him a pitch and nick swings the bat REALLY HARD...he hits the ball....but....he swings ALL the way around and since hes right handed that means he smacks himself (with the metal bat) just above his right eye. to make a long story short, theres blood al over tha yard, carpet, deck, kitchen, and nicks clothes, and nick has 6 brand new stitches. the kids taking it fairly wel...hes outside playing baseball...but come tomarrow hes gonna have one heck of a black eye and some throbbing pain, so keep him in ur prayers. later!

i dont wanna go!

ok so im really upset cause wedensday i have to go up to PA for a week. to me thats just a humoungous waste of summer. i mean, sure i guess ill see my moms side of tha family, who i only see at like christmas, but beleive me, christmas is enough. i mean i love them and all but they r just soooo boring. if i end u staying wit my grandma that means ill be stuck in a tiny old house that has no air conditioning, no internet, no cordless phone and no digital cable. aka, i will die. if i get stuck with my aunt Sharon i guess its not so bad. she has internet, but id have limited access, she has digital cable but its always on random sports chanels because all of them r sports freaks, and she even has a pool but id also have to put up with sami and nick, my 2 adorable cousins to are spoiled little brats to the point of no return. plus when i stay with Sharon, she expects me to cook, clean and watch after all the kids. so why am i telling you this? there are 5 things you can do for me. 1) tell me i can come stay with you for a week! 2) let me know which option you think is best, aunt or grandma. 3) lend me your laptop, ipod, or other form of usefull technology...or even a good book. 4) hang out with me today n tomarrow and when i get back. 5) PRAY FOR ME!


Moses on His Walkie Talkie
Nine year old Joey was asked by his mother what he had learned at Sunday school. "Well, Mom, our teacher told us how God sent Moses behind enemy lines on a rescue mission to lead the Israelites out of Egypt. "When he got to the Red Sea, he had his engineers build a pontoon bridge and all the people walked across safely. "Then he used his walkie-talkie to radio headquarters for reinforcements. They sent bombers to blow up the bridge and all the Israelites were saved." "Now, Joey, is that really what your teacher taught you?" his mother asked. "Well, no. But if I told it the way the teacher did, you'd never believe it!"

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