all those pretty things you love

CONCERNED ABOUT TOO MANY CARBS IN YOUR DIET?

For those of you who watch what you eat, here's the final word on nutrition and health.
It's a relief to know the truth after all those conflicting nutritional studies.

1. The Japanese eat very little fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.

2. The Mexicans eat a lot of fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.

3. The Chinese drink very little red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.

4. The Italians drink a lot of red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.

5. The Germans drinka lot of beers and eat lots of sausages and fats and suffer fewer heart

attacks than Americans.

CONCLUSION

Eat and drink what you like. Speaking English is apparently what kills you.

Your Eyes Should Be Hazel

Your eyes reflect: Intellect and sensuality What's hidden behind your eyes: Subtle manipulation

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

You Are 20% Cynical

Cynical? Not even close! If anything, you're a bit naive. Overall, you enjoy life and try not to be paranoid. Even if you've been burned before.

How Cynical Are You?

"There must be millions of people all over the world who don't get love letters. I could be their leader!" -Charlie Brown

Your Scholastic Strength Is Innovating

You are the master of new ideas, techniques, and ways of looking at things. You are talented at structuring thoughts, decision making, clarifying, and making deadlines. You should major in: Marketing Psychology Desgin Cognitive Science Economics Photography

What Should You Major In?

Do you really want to know the truth? I think aout you everyday and not just everyday, but all day everyday. I can't get you our of my head and it hurts
because I know I can't have you.

I'm shutting my doors and putting my walls back up

so yeah. this weekend i had alot of fun [[CULT HERO]] [[RUN PENTAGON RUN]] but i also learned alot, and at first, it was things i didnt really wanna know. but now that i know them, i think im all the better for it.

specifically,

so one of my really good friends and i were talking;;;

her: i know why guys never like you.
me: oh really? enlighten me.
her: you're too high maintenence.
me: what???? ME, high maintenence? you have got to be kidding me.
her: well not high maintenence in the you-take-too-long-to-get-ready and you-only-care-about-your-appeareance kinda way. its just that, you know exactly what you want. you have this idea of who you want to spend the rest of your life with and i think guys see that and are afraid to get too close to you; because they think that they are going to fall short of your expectations and hurt you somehow.
i mean, you just know what you want, and im not saying thats a bad thing.
me: im not asking for perfection...
her: i know that, but do they?

so...yeah.

anyways...

so i kinda went out on a limb this weekend...and it didnt work out. im not really worked up about it or anything but i guess you could say that i am closing my curtains & removing the welcome mat. im not just blocking everything out again. but its just that it's so much easier to let it go than feeling something... I'm scared to death to find out what he really thinks of me. And maybe I'm just scared to face the things I feel. It's just easier to walk away from everything. but on the other hand- if you know me at all- you know that i dislike taking the easy way out...so i dunno, i just guess we will have to see where i go from here.















Today's Quote

The world is not moved only by the mighty shoves of the heroes, but also by the aggregate of the tiny pushes of each honest worker.

-Helen Keller

You Are A Poplar Tree

People tend to look up to you, and it's a bit lonely at the top. Inside, you are not always self confident, but you show great courage. Mature and organized, you are reliable in any situation. You tend to have an artistic or philosophical outlook on life. You are very choosy in love and take partnership seriously.

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Well, it seems to me that the best relationships, the ones that last, are frequently the ones that are rooted in friendship. You know, one day you look at the person & you see something more than you did the night before, like a switch has been flicked somewhere, & the person who was just a friend is suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with.

that's what makes us human

Can You Open My Safe?

1st Number:

how old am i?

2nd Number:

how many siblings do i have?

3rd Number:

what month was i born in?

	Enter Combination: 1st Number 2nd Number 3rd Number
Make Your Own Safe - Click Here

so valentines day is tomarrow.
this year im focusing on loving myself.
not in a conceided way or anything but contrary to popular beleif, im really not that fond of myself, so i decided to change that.

does he ignore his friends, just to talk to me? does he wait to see my smile? does he think to himself ... "oh gosh here she comes"? xoxo i guess its possible, cause after all, Love that is not madness is not Love....but i won't give up me to be part of him.

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

Blessed are the flexible, for they shall not be bent out of shape.

-Anonymous
















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It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.

-Oriah Mountain Dreamer

So i turn up the music and try to block out the screams

this week was really really hard, for a number of reasons, but i dont want to get into them rite now bc im in a good mood, and thats what this post is all about...

how i can be in the worst mood ever but you guys lift me rite back up. you make me so happy and give me a get away when i need it most. thank you for that. you'll never understand how much that means to me.

you guys must be my shooting stars;; cause everything I wished for, is everything you are. you always make sure i hold my head up high, even if on the inside i'm about to cry. when im with you i can pretend that nothing's wrong at all. like if i can't see it, it's not there. but then again you also let me realize that this is life & it's not fair. so i cn just fight the past with all my might. Hide under the covers and cry silently. Spend those nights out with my friends. Smile through the toughest times. i will get through the present. And then in the future... i plan to look back on now and smile... and then ill call ya'll up...and we will all go play soccer, ok?

You Are a Chihuahua Puppy

Small, high strung, and loyal. You do best in the city with a adults - young kids could crush you!

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

You Are Peeps

You're the type that's more likely to play with your food than actually eat it.

What Easter Candy Are You?