Sunday, November 11, 2007

life lately

its had its share of good and bad.

my greades were sucking but they're up again now that i quit my job.

theres some people i love to death and some people that drive me crazy, but thats life isnt it?

i still dont understand why some people cant keep their promises.

i will never understand why my non christian friends show me more love than my christain ones do.

i love josh kat julia amanda ms diane mr randy alina my mom my dad amy matt mr baker ms angela mr b jenn busi steveo nick christain hannah and everyone else who has come to see my show so far.
as for the rest of you -theres still time.

i really dont want to talk to you if we are just going to talk about things we both already know. but i do want to talk to you. because i love you and i want to hear what you have to say. but dont expect me to be fakely polite. because i wont be. ill be honest and cold and hard. because i think you need that. and after im horrible and cruel to you my arms will forever be open to you. when you need someone to talk to, a shoulder to cry on, or someone to listen ill be there. because thats the kinda person i am. but i dont know what kind of person you are anymore. i really dont. but im praying that you are not the kind of person who is going to sit there and feed me a sob story because im sorry but oh boo hoo. you have a sob story. Okay.
Now let me write that down in my thingsidontgiveafuckabout notebook. we all have a sob story. don't think you`re so special or different just cause you`re hurting..cause here`s a secret..we`re all hurting. so you better get over your self and you better do it quick. in fact, im hoping you already have.

i need to go have a weepathon soon. [[see video for definition of weepathon]]