Tuesday, December 18, 2007

HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE BREAKTHRU

OK SO I JUST HAD A HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE BREAKTHRU AND I IM GONNA POST IT ON HERE BECAUSE NO ONE READS THIS ANYMORE!!!!!!!!YAY!!!!!!!!

so anyways, here it is...

i have a crush on someone!

FOR LIKE THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER!!!!

but alas, he has a girl friend. so ill have to wait.

hes cute, sensitive, compassionate, considerate, funny, and he can sing. he even wote a song and its actually good.

oh how i love to be in his arms.

and today he asked me for my phone number.

NFNGVRWTNWHG!

DID I MENTION HOW INCREDIBLY CUTE HE IS???????????

ahhhhhhhhhh.

love, my sweet, sweet, love.

Sunday, December 16, 2007

for my special someones

first off to mr amazing smile-

as soon as I saw your smile, I knew we were meant to be together. it still mesmerizes me today, in fact, even more so than it used to.

i love to hear that you miss me when i'm not around.

there are a few things I want to hold onto; one being the color of the sky, so blue. And the others being every feeling I've ever felt when im with you.

There's only two times I want to be with you; now & forever.

And even if we grow apart, and even if we dont talk as much two years from now,
just remember that Ill always be here for you. always.




And of course to mr always there for me-

me and you, We spend most of our time talking about nothing, but I just want to let you know that all those nothings have meant so much more to me than so many somethings.

There are just some people in life that can make me laugh a little louder, smile a little bigger, & just live a little better...

and there are some people who hit your life so hard, they leave a stain on your future....

and you're one of those people.

when you became my friend it changed my life because For once in my life my heart was
in a place where it wanted to be, & I wasn't afraid of getting hurt.




if anyone can identify both mr someones and tell me why i choose to write about both of them now. you win a prize.