Saturday, February 02, 2008

an update on me. because you have forgotten who i am


dear you,

when you catch me glancing at you, i want you to look back and smile.

When i bump into your arm while walking with you, i want you to hold my hand.

When i want a hug, i will just stand there untill you give me one.

When u break my heart, i will still feel it when you run into me 3 years later.

When i am quiet, millions of things are running through my mind.

When i look at you with eyes full of questions, i am wondering how long you will be
around.

When i answer, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, i am not at all fine.

When i lay my head on your chest, i am wishing for you to be mine forever.

When i say i can't live without you, i have made up my mind that you are
my future.

When i say, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more
than that.

When i am mean to you after a break-up, i want you back, but i am scared i will get hurt and i know you're gone forever.

When i call you, i want to be with you.

when i call/text/comment you everyday, i am in love.

love, me.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

so that guy

you know, that guy from the last entry?

yeah him.

the one im kinda in love with.

he broke up with his girlfriend last night.

is that a sign?

i hope so.

im bringing him around.

be nice.