another broken heart

ok so i knew...

but i didnt realize that she was my age...

that sucks.

a lot.

a lot a lot.

now i have to go cry in a corner and throw up everything i ate today.

that is all.

I never told you That I Liked The Way Your Hair felt. That Your Eyes Always Sparkled. I Never Told That You Made Me Feel Pretty. That I Wanted To Hold You Close. I Never Told You That All Those Time I Said Mean Things I Didn't Mean Them.
When They Said You Liked Me I Secretly Wished It Was True. I Never Told You That You Meant Everything to me. But I Guess I Didn't Need To Tell You...cause now She Can Do It For Me.

my life is shaped by those who refuse to love me

julia, i eneded up going with my friend andrew (see picture)

i need summer

summer = love

figuatively.

and hopefully litterally <3.

but if its not this summer, than im willing to wait...because...anything less than real, passionate, extraordinary love is a waste of time. There are too many dull things in life & love should not be one of them. im waiting for the kind of boy who'll play the "no, you hang up first" game just to hear my voice a little longer.
and when i hug him so tightly that i can barely breathe, he will know that it's merely my heart touch his.

Show me your fears and what you're dreaming of.

the time of my life

Junior prom was so amazing.

i was so worried that it was going to be horrid, but it was so fantastic. i couldn't of asked for more.

after prom i went and ran for the cure at relay for life.

i also sang some amazing kareoke if i do say so myself (and i do).

so i went to bed at 6 30 am on sat morning. yay me. lol

it was soooooooo worth it.

no complaints here.