Saturday, January 13, 2007

I'm writing for you

sometimes hearts are vacant. sometimes words don't work. and sometimes love will find you when you least expect it. and if there was only one word to describe be, it would be hopeful.

hopeful: having or manifesting or inspiring hope. full of hope; expressing hope. exciting hope; promising advantage or success. a person who shows promise or aspires to success.

thats what i want to be. hopeful. a person who shows promise.








its been a hard week. my uncle larry died. i dont do greif well. i hide it. i dont mourn. i laugh. and that doesnt make it better. one of these days im gonna explode. i had a show, no one wanted to come cept becca and matt. thats y i love them. just all in all it was a really hard week. lots of pressure. "No pressure, no diamonds."
-Mary Case. i wanna be a diamond. i really do. i wanna be his diamond.















Today's Quote

The U.S. Constitution doesn't guarantee happiness, only the pursuit of it. You have to catch up with it yourself.

-Benjamin Franklin















You Are Marge Simpson

You're a devoted family member who loves unconditionally.

Sometimes, though, you dream about living a wild secret life!

You will be remembered for: your good cooking and evading the police

Your life philosophy: "You should listen to your heart, and not the voices in your head."




Caffe Vanilla Frappuccino

Smooth and sweet, you fit in to almost any crowd. No one would suspect you of being a coffee tweaker!
What Flavor Frappuccino Are You?

Your Inner Child Is Happy

You see life as simple, and simple is a very good thing.
You're cheerful and upbeat, taking everything as it comes.
And you decide not to worry, even when things look bad.
You figure there's just so many great things to look forward to.




You Are Likely a First Born

At your darkest moments, you feel guilty.

At work and school, you do best when you're researching.

When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often.



In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.

Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.

You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.
















I want to be the girl that makes you say "She's the prettiest girl in the whole world. and the reason she's pretty is because she's mine."

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

amanda,
i know you are set on 'the one' but that may not be possible right now. but if you check your myspace email i don't think you'll regret it!

if i can't be happy then at least i hope i can make others happy. at least i hope some happiness can come out of the heartache.

on the eve of the most selfless holiday, with no gifts, no money just the making of dreams come true i have a dream and you have a dream and let my dream be making others come true.

Julia said...

Really when?

Beccah said...

Hey, where were you today? Have your parents come back from wherever to save you yet? Are you alive? Don't die amanda!!!! I forgot our secret code word thing you told me to type. What was it? Something about death? . . . or marriage? I forget. It's snowing!!!!! I am going insane at my house. Can you tell?

Anonymous said...

heyho:) my name is jeanne (in english u say 'jane';P), i'm 15 and i come from luxembourg (small country in europe, if u dont know it:D) and i regulary come to see ur homepage because i really like ur texts.
me and my boyfriend, we separate 3 months ago and i cant get over it. i can see myself in ur texts (do we say that in english? dunno.. maybe it's better if i say ^i comprehend the way u feel..). and i just want u to know that some of ur texts are very beautiful.
mhm sorry for my english, i'm not that good:) i'm looking forward to ur new texts:D hope u r doing fine:) bye