i always used to say that i'll never understand him. but that used to be ok.
and its not anymore. because before, i was just being inconveinced. and for the most part, im a pretty easy goinag and loving person, so i was willing to deal. but now im getting hurt. like seriously hurt. and he knows it. and he doesnt care. and i wonder if he ever cared. i wonder if he realizes how hard it was for me to stick by his side through all his various hard times. but i did it. because i cared. and i thought he cared too. but everyday he proves to me that he doesnt. so im giving up.
and thats what scares me. giving up.
this isnt meant to be like a depressing post or anything. but i just have to know, so be honest,
is it bad that im giving up? do you blame me? am i doing something wrong?
know
| You Are 28% Sociopath |
 From time to time, you may be a bit troubled and a bit too charming for your own good. It's likely that you're not a sociopath... just quite smart and a bit out of the mainstream! |
***You've Experienced 32% of Life***
You have the life experience of someone in their early 20s.
You've seen some of what life has to offer - but you have a long ways to go.
How Much Life Experience Do You Have?
http://www.blogthings.com/howmuchlifeexperiencedoyouhavequiz/
3 comments:
Oh goodness, I really don't know the answer to those questions... And i think I kinda know what you're talking about, but i'm not sure... um..
I think in some cases it's okay to give up.
But I love you, and being seniors won't be too hard - it'll be just as fun as being Juniors. :)
it is at the time when you think you should give up that you realize giving up is never an option. you have to go through life and experience the failures to know how sweet the successes are. if things are not working the way you want them then you have to make your own happy endings.
Post a Comment