ill admit that im a little upset about how things went down this christmas. at least in regars to him, but i promised myself i wouldnt vent to anyone.
because i know my problems aren't important and no one is listening. so much for that right? im crying out inside; but hey, im beautiful, right? thats all i hard that night. i know it wasnt true, and even if it were, thats not what i wanted to hear. i wanted to be told that i was loved, not that i was beautiful. and no, its not the same thing, in fact, its totaly different. if only i didn't have to say goodbye to him everytime i said hello to him. maybe things would be differnet... at least i like to think they would. i know one thing for sure, im not giving up. not yet. besides, i couldnt if i tried.
Today's Quote
Everything works out in the end. If it hasn't worked out, it's not the end.
-Unknown
I'm going to say it straight-out:
No one can compare to you.
4 comments:
i'm glad to see u posting again. things could be worse, you could have spent a lot of time with someone who told you to your face how much of a friend they were to u, only to be put down behind your back.
i'm like a 80 year old with a mental disease. physically able to get around, but emotionally and mentally a five year old needing to be cared for. the pain goes on and on and on.
you have a lot going for you, just the fact that you can articulate your love through written word is enough.
sometimes it takes years of pain to get even within 10 thousands of pleasure. you have to surround yourself with good friends, and i know u have at least one and after that focus on all the things you would plan to do with your possible significant other then go find him, if he likes you you're set, if not work hard to win his affection...then live happily ever after. you can do it! i know you can!
Hey Matanda,
I know this is hard to do what i'm about to say, 'cause i'm still learning how to do it of course, but don't ever be dependent on some guy (or any human being for that matter)to make you happy or to feel good. Because no matter how good a person they might be, they will always let you down one way or another. But God on the other hand will NEVER let you down, you can always put your trust in Him and He loves you soooooooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And so do I!
hey Matanda, Just to let you know you are important and I'm listening.
i know I'm just a dorking middle school home schooler but I just want you to know that your very special and very beautiful.
What is the matter with being a homeschooler!!!!
Okay Amanda, I'm listening too, even though I'M just a dorky homeschooled highschooler.
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