Sunday, October 08, 2006

Me? I'm scared of everything.

I'm scared of what I feel, I'm scared of what I did, thing ive said, of who I am,
and most of all I'm scared of never feeling the way I felt when I was with you again for the rest of my life. i used to think that running away from your fears was a sign of weakness, and maybe it still is... but i never said i was strong. and even if i was at one point, I'm not strong anymore,for the first time in my life I just
want to run away from everyone. Don't blame me for running away, I can't afford another heartbreak.



things have changed... things have happened... things that i couldnt have even imagined when i was full of hope.The reason i hold onto memories so tightly is because while everything else changes, they will always be the same. It's just amazing how one day someone can walk right into your life & then you can't remember how you ever lived without them... but then they walk right out again as if they never walked in at all. i've never met anyone that can compare to the way he makes me laugh... and, and, i want..I wanna move on...but I'm scared. scared that I won't find anyone else like you.















but maybe i should of kept that all inside. it would be so easy to just seal my lips and tell a lie.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

I know how you feel girl! Relationship are hard work. Hang in there life does get better. While you are in the valley remeber to look up at the beautiful mountain...Look to God for strength and though it may take time He will fill you with joy and happiness again.

Beccah said...

He's not the only one. There are others. And with such a amazing person like yourself I can't wait to see what sort of guy God's gonna give you, but I bet he'll me just as amazing as you. Which in itself is amazing.

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